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the one that got away
Hello, my name is kristen. i am a 15 year old bi-sexual girl. i am believed to have clinical depression, bi-polar disorder and OCD. on this blog you will be getting depression stuff and alot of reblogs. you may ask me any questions that you have. good day
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- Normal people playing video games: Oh wow this is fun!
- Me playing video games: MOTHER FUCKING BITCHASS HOE YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME OH MY FUCKING GOD SERIOUSLY NO WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT I HATE EVERYTHING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU OH MY GOD YOU ASSHOLE WHAT THE SHIT DO WHAT IM FUCKING TELLING YOU OH MY GOD PLEASE FUCKING MOOOOOOVE FUUUUCK *slams fists down on desk* I FUCKING GIVE UP ON LIFE WHAT THE FUCK YOU FUCKING CUNT UGHGGH ASSHOLES OH MY GOD WILL YOU SHOOT THE FUCKING GUN STOP RELOADING ASSHOLE YOU'RE GONNA KILL ME OH MY GOD OHHHH MYYY GOOOODDDDD SJBSJSKDHSJS BDJSMD SUSHJSKD AGGHHHHHH FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK
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no one knows how hard my life is
<sub> No one knows how much I loathe myself when I wake up in the morning, I wake up to screaming, crying, and cursing. When I go to school, everyone makes fun of me for my shortness and other things. I smile and laugh but inside it hurts.. a lot. After school I take long walks home because I don’t want to be in my house with the screaming, fighting and other things. I go because i have no other place to go. As I walk into the door theres more screaming and cursing. It hurts my ears. I try to lock my door and sleep, it works half the time but I wake up to even more screaming. when I go to bed around 2 A.M I think about how much my life sucks. these are the things I mostly think about:
1) Why won’t my mom accept my way of life?
2) why do my parents hate gays (secretly hating me)?
3) Why do I have people in my life that treat me so horribly and I let them?
4) why do I say I am tough but inside I’m dieing and crumbling?
5) why can’t I just kill myself?
any helpful words anons? I really need a pick me up..
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“The emails! If I forward him all the emails, it’ll slow him down just like it did us. Keep sending them, kids! … YOU’VE GOT MAIL!”
(Source: girlwhonevergrewup, via thesoullessstalker)
